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thinking

2011-09-10T09:23:00.001+08:00

sometimes thinking too much is nt gd but one can't helps thinking too much....

the journey is long yet one day we might still reach the end as long as you continue...

Know who you are! Astrology & Numerology || home

2011-09-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

Know who you are! Astrology & Numerology home

Cutest little Chinese girl - on China's Got Talent

2011-07-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

China's Got Talent show 2011 12-year-old Mongolian boy singing "Mother i...

2011-07-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

Choi Sung Bong

2011-07-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

I saw this on facebook...

the vid really touched my heart...

life might be hard for him but he perserved and he strived to improve himself...

to me, he have an instrument in him not only to create wonderful music, but also to bring hope to people.
he taught everyone that however hard it maybe, there is always hope.

to me, everyone has a talent. everyone has a strength. it might not be tangible. one might not know what's his or her own talents.

for me, i feel that that is part of a teacher's job. to nurture and discover the talents of our children. everyone can do something special.

life is hard. some had said it's not like there's war or incurable disease... however, it might be as hard but nevertheless it is still hard. in my opinion, the most important thing about him is that we can learn from him. his perserverance.

to everyone, what is difficult is different. it might be stress. it might be exams. it might be money issues. it might be family problems. it can even be relationships.

but what is important is that we learn. through whatever hardships we have been through, we should learn from mistakes made. and we MUST climb back up and stand on our own two feet. there are always people who might try to trip you. not that it is always intentionally. some might have done something to hurt you out of ignorance. but then be strong...

be strong. be kind. be supportive. you are never the only one suffering but you can never find someone who can really know what you are feeling and going through. at least empathise with others and be interdependant. let your friend depend on you n depend on them. smile and be strong.

some had said that choi sung bong is using his hard life story as a way to gain people's support. but to me, no matter what it is, we can still learn from him.

zamri smile

2011-06-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

smile! >_<

depression

2011-04-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

ok a update per week... i heard ppl talking abt pract 2day... someone frm here went to my first pract place... it brought "nightmares" back 4 mi... but it was then i realized tat everithg had passed.... but one thg remained...depression... it was further brought on when we had a talk on wed... about depression... it was then i realized tat during my first pract i might really b gg thru depression... here are the symptoms... this is the website i found about it as well... http://www.helpguide.org/mental/depression_signs_types_diagnosis_treatment.htm
Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness.
~i rmb crying everiday n there is juz plain feelings of suffocation at times... like i cant breathe properly but properly because i was crying?
Loss of interest in daily activities.
~i totally lost interest in all my fan fics n stories... T_T
Appetite or weight changes.
~i tink i lose 2 or 3 kg within 2 weeks... cant eat anithg... used to go for hours wout food if not for xm...
Sleep changes. ~
i tink i was gg on wout sleep for days... sleep comes in sitting b4 my com if not at all...
Irritability or restlessness.
~i m used to crying n easily irriated or agaited...
Loss of energy.
~how to have energy wout fod or sleep but i cant seem to force myself to hav both...
Self-loathing.
~of course w someone saying all those thgs to u all the time... haiz...
Concentration problems.
~cant concentrate at all...
Unexplained aches and pains.
~all kinds of pain... y dun ask mi... from head to stomach to toes... it hurt...

wow n i lasted for more than a month???

guess that's y everyone was so scared i might do sth drastic...
nt to mention the daze n dark thoughts i was having...

then again i m over it... even my cousellor said so...

now though tired but i m happy :)

i will try my best though it means no more procrastinating... haiz...

space battleship yamato

2011-04-09T01:36:00.004+08:00

It might be just a faint ray of hope... a small dubious hope... but with our strength...

let's make it into real hope...
it's a really nice show... for a long time, it's the first movie i really wanted to watch. First seen it on tv... regarding the movie production... i had fallen for the cg n the theme... galaxy...
it's a great movie... i loved the way the battles are being portrayed n the characterisation is great...
i think with the situation in Japan now... this is sth really touching...
the heroism, the selflessness as well as the helplessness...
yes the hope is very small... but with that hope they travelled over thousands hundreds of light years... the number of lives lost... the determination...

where is this hope in our lives today? everyday, it seems like i have given up easily... i wished that life is easy... maybe i shd stay stronger be braver n ventured more... do more n gain more... smile through the sweat n tell myself i have given my best... then i will be better :)

this is a show worth watching...

however, i was a bit unlucky in the sense tat the little boy next to mi kept kicking mi n a bit distracting... i tink he's too young to be in the cinema esp watching such shows tat he had no interest in. n it also distract the parents n oher viewers w the way he behaved n like when he wants 2 go to toilet n stuff.. then werid thg is tat he is not seated in between his parents to minimise his "effects" until the later part of the show... haiz...

aniway it is definitely a show worth watching...

it might not have driven mi to tears like the hawthorn tree but it give me a different kind of touch n the hope it inspires...

With hope we embarked on this mission, n real hope is what we hoped to find to bring back a better future for all those we left behind...

voiceless...

2011-04-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

haiz realized i fall sick too easily... after the almost "a&e" incident, i lost my voice... my throat n m head hurt... went to see the doc last wed... actually i shd hav gone on tue since mon afternoon i m alr feeling really bad... but aniway... the doc says it's juz a normal cold... n i will recover soon.. so i decided not 2 take mc... until now... i m still coughing n my voice hurts... dun tink the medicine is working but hopefully i can get my voice back soon... cant even sing ani song... :( haiz... pls let mi get my voice back.... if nt i hav to see the doc again... n dun tink i will go back to the same one...

test

2011-03-28T08:29:00.001+08:00

decided to take this again...

Yi took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Believes that ideas and emotions should come toget..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

Street Bliss IV 2011 - Yishun Primary School (unedited)

2011-03-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

lost...

2011-03-19T09:54:00.002+08:00

i can't believe my sense of direction these days...

esp on thur nite... hopefully it's because i m 2 tired...

been gg back to sch the whole week except for tue which i spent dunno doing wad n the day was over...

aniway... was supposed to update my stories but because i found a new paradise of fanfiction n got myself totally addicted to "jiang hu" sense of pot fan fiction..

imagine fuji they all as "xia ke" >_< or "gong zi" or even prince...

aniway (my 2nd one) i was miting my jc friends at somerset... due to curiosity, i decided to walk to scape since i reached there at 5 plus n the miting time is at 7pm... well.. i decided to leave off my markings cause the staff rm was 2 quiet n kinda scared they might lock mi inside wout knowing...

so i walked to scape.. frm ion (shopped at daiso(spent $ again), bought some food.. din eat lunch tat day...)to wisma to taka to cineleisure... rmb more than wrds so i went in n shopped a while then walked to scape n realized tat there's gong cha but i had each a cup in my hands...

n i returned to cineleisure , rmbing tat cineleisure is near somerset...
however i cant find 313 somerset or even the mrt...

called peikiat, walked ard... then in the end... went back to cineleisure walked back to taka, wisma, ion n back to orchard mrt n then took a train to somerset... then spent some time walking ard the whole 313 until i called again n walked ard 4 at least 5 min n realized tat t is the other side...

n finally i realized marche @ 313...

after tat we walked out n i realized it is rite nxt to cineleisure....

AAAHHH! my sense of direction!!!!!

then yesterday...
i nearly changed to circle line when i was gg to cityhall frm expo...
n got lost trying to look for waraku in marina square... actually i nearly walked to suntec b4 rmbing suntec is nt marina square...
n i walked ard the whole marina square b4 finding waraku... haiz...

wad happened to my sense of direction???

giving up

2011-03-12T22:46:00.003+08:00

being told to give up is something very painful.

being told that you are not good enough is upsetting

being told that if you work hard enough you can do it is encouraging

yet not often do we say it.

I just read a fanfic (the deadly feelings of tennis-pot fanfic)where ppl were forced to give up the search for their beloved ones,

the part where one was told he could no longer do something his life was revolved around.

it brought tears to my eyes.

giving up is never easy..

you need courage to give up something...

yet u also need courage to never give up something...

life is never easy but we just have to make the best out of it...

Danceworks 2011 CAT 1 - Yishun Primary (2nd Runner Up)

2011-03-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

was there on 26 feb frm morning to evening...
still tink they are the best :)

珍惜

2011-03-06T20:56:00.003+08:00

刚读了几篇熊熊的虐文。。。感触很多。。。

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。

可是为什么我们总是在失去后才知道自己曾经所拥有的？

失去时，我们才知道自己曾经是多么的幸福、多么的令人羡慕。

现在，我们可以做的是会想一想自己的生活是多么的美满，多么的幸福。

虽然很累，想要更好的日子，但是我们还是幸福的。

也许之前经历了那些日子，现在所累，但我很清楚一件事。

我有疼爱我的家人，支持我的朋友。我是幸福的。

我真的有十分疼爱我的爸爸妈妈。

上星期，我生病了，半夜还在哭，父母也陪了我一夜。

我有支持我的妹妹。在我不知所措时，他们会放下手边的事情，帮助我。

我们是时常吵架，但是也很快和好。因为是姐妹。

我有很好的朋友。伤心，求救时，他们都会帮助我。

有这些人陪伴着我，我是幸福的。

ANNOUNCEMENT

2011-03-05T12:31:00.003+08:00

due to spams...
i have decided to move my blog back here...

the other one will be left for stories...

another thg is that

when i decided to change back to this website...

somehow i lost all the links n stuff... cause it reformatted my blogskin etc...

so this is like a new blog to mi...

will try to update as much as possible... :)

Announcement- vids

2009-11-28T15:07:00.004+08:00

ok... i realized that live journal cant put vids...

so currently... i m putting all the videos here... n leave a link there....

ok?

a vid here...
putting them here so easy to find esp when i return this notebook...
so pls dun use this wout permission :) i will sue ok :p

first: dao ru for my ducie module... sth i made for the grp:
pictures drawn by Ong Xin Yi so dun use it without my permission. thxs.

CHANGE OF BLOG

2009-08-29T16:10:00.001+08:00

This is an official announcement

this blog will no longer be updated due to technical problems.

please relink me or redirect YOURSELF to

http://iyxin.livejournal.com/

ps. dun type www. cause you won't find the pg.... thanks a lot...

thanks a lot for ur support at this blog will be awaiting for u at this new blog... lol

ranting~~~

2009-08-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

cant blog again...

c my rants at http://iyxin.livejournal.com/

i tink will blog there frm now on ba...

random pics- may to aug 09

2009-08-09T17:34:00.002+08:00

i have to write in html??? help!!!

HELP!!!

2009-07-28T07:56:00.000+08:00

hey i cant upload anithg!!!
finally decided to update my blog but cant do anithg???!!!

commencement!

2009-07-10T21:33:00.007+08:00

ok...a lot of thgs to update but i m having a test on mon so i juz started w the most recent ones?

which is commencement!!!

yes! i have graduated!

haha aniway... the pics are at facebook... http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=128573&id=626753081

so free to view them there...

veri few pics.. cause i have to leave early cause got early tutorials the next day...

y did our commencement have to be at nite??? haiz...

well... here are the pics that i decorated w imagechef...

nice rite? haha : p

hopefully i got time to update next week.. though exams re coming....

old shows?

2009-06-20T12:43:00.002+08:00

haha i suddenly rmb this show n saw it on tudou...

brings back memories!
真命小和尚

then as i was searching on you tube i found this...
but i cant find the show aniwhere else.... realli miss this... used to love it last time...
不老传说！！！

then 双天之尊！

敢敢做个开心人！

步步为赢

天蝎行动

千年虫

福满人间

哪咤

东游记

and this is a website... http://singaporetvchannelguide.blogspot.com/
w all the info... i click frm you tube...

try and cry

2009-06-20T12:24:00.004+08:00

cold breeze blowing,
silence blinding,
lights flickered and died,
alone in the faceless,
i stood there, waiting, shivering, trembling...

my heart was in pieces,
binded together only with a single thread of hope.
my mind in a whirl,
my face wet with tears...

yet, there was the little light
right at that far end,
so i walked and walked...
but try as i might,
it seemd so hard to reach...

but i know
i am sure,
if i could reach there,
hope will be restored,
smile will be regained
my heart will be mended...

though there might be scars,
though there might be wounds,
i know i can do it
i know i have to do it...

so i will try
so what if i cry,
one day they will become happy tears,
so it's okay to try and cry...
cause life is tough
but we can smile
even if it's a broken one...

just try and cry
just smile and lie
it's like a mask...
but one day mask will be broken
n then happiness will become real...

so climb and laugh
so walk and fall
it's okay...
just stand up and be strong...

then i will reach that light...
soon i can smile with all my might...

juz waiting to say hope is there no matter what...

so have the strength to move on....

cause u can smile...

written after some thoughts...

happy bday n impt!

2009-06-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

i have fun w image chef again haha
cause yesterday is an impt day!!!

sorry for the late update but...
in yesterday news....
there's a bday girl!!! miss heng peikiat, cricket!!! :p

though u are far away in beijing....
we still want to tell u ove
r tis electronic lines...
Happy birthday, pei kiat!!!

and some pics for memories... used a lot of time trying to fit inside the shape... :p

when re u coming back???
miss u haha... we have known each other since jc1 n now i m graduating frm uni?
anyway take care n tell us when u come back ok? n jia you for ur report : )

another impt announcement!!!
i m closing down all blogs except for this one n a livejournal for all my original stories...
for the fan fic... it will be another livejournal blog that i will not disclose : )
well since dun tink ani1 interested...

for original stories include both chinese n eng stories... though more eng ones...

1. my swift killer arc... yes... i m trying to retype that... starting w the vein forest... these were all frm my jc days...
2. maybe i will continue w the pots... haha guess wad it is... long long time din touch that story due to personal reasons but i dun like killing my stories even for personal reasons...
3. my new chinese fantasy stories... within the clouds? direct translation...
4. short stories...
5. maybe starting to type out krystallos... sth i started planning to write in sec sch until now...
these are all on http://iyxin.livejournal.com/.. well hopefully....

for the other livejournal

1. gw- mask n peace knights (both incompleted n long)
2. one- shots- gw- i dun like books, saiunkoku- the fan

yes... all of these at fan fiction... n currently on hiatus...

actually ALL my stories are on hiatus... gg to update soon hopefully.....
i got too many drafts n lagging posts to settle on this blog first :p...
sorrie i m a procrasting-lover... gomen!

imagechef- korea trip...

2009-06-05T18:01:00.006+08:00

i had a lot of fun w imagechef!!!
http://www.imagechef.com/
i uploaded some pics frm korea trip... n they are great!!!
love them! also made 2 avatars for livejournals...

my avatars for livejournals...
i use a black bkgd n use symbols for the rest... nice?
my story blog had been changed to http://iyxin.livejournal.com/

i love imagechef!

korea trip!

2009-05-30T12:51:00.056+08:00

ok... super late post... i noe so sorrie!

anyway...

on may 14th nite, set off to airport and reached on 15th may at ard 4.45am (spore time) n that's 5.45am (korea time), we reached korea... had breakfast on board...

the thgs i bought there n the airport...

our grp was small... 18ppl, 8 there's one big family... a couple, mother-daughter n aunt as well as mother son n girlfriend... the tour guide, dona met us at the airport. she was nice n friendly... i forgot to take a pic w her!!! haiz... she taught me some thgs esp relationships w parents... muz learn to appreciate them... i will... at least try...

aniway... the first stop was everland! but so many ppl! esp teenagers... cause sch hols n sch brought them tehre a lot in uniforms as well as quite a lot of tourists...

realized i dun like the teens there... they spit on the floor... in uniforms as well? ok... to be fair oni some... n one spit close to me n i got so angry that i glared at that boy... his friend pushed him to go teh outer side when he saw my glare... hello want to do it do it far away frm mi! i was juz sitting there! haiz... but it was fun saw a lot of animals though i wished can see more...

one i got excited abt was the mongeese cause i juz saw it in a fan fic that made momoshiro a mongoose n i hav no idea wad it looks like n saw it in korea lol...

aniway it's like crowds of ppl n i m realli interested in teh danger sign though i hav no idea wad it said :p

then the cleaner in skates? haha not a sight u see in spore...

then we went to the gardens! it was beautiful! we sat on a small train to take us ard it...

n took some pics... trying to zi pai again... :p

flowers w same colour as my scarf... it was cold there...

i like the lake!

n the flowers! the ones below are catcus arranged into shapes nice rite?

then we took a bus n looked at a lot but the white tiger n standing bear left memories!

it was beautiful esp teh buildings... din got time for rides cause too many ppl n too scary :p... i realized they liked pushing ppl n standing real close which i dun like kept pushing mi when we were waiting...
we oni took one skyride... a lot like the one at sentosa... which i had tried w wenya n xiujuan...

the vending machines! my sis wanted a pic of them...

then it was time for dinner! tried the kimchi n too much for mi :p then the hotel...

the wait for hotel room keys...

the view frm the window... it was nice...
this hotel is the first one we stayed at - yongpyong i tink it's ski resort...
opp is a place w winter sonata.. haiz din go... wasted...

the room ...

the long wait for toilet... tried some zi pai...
then breakfast buffet orange jam... fallen in love w it...

the coal museum...

i love this pic.. the light at the end of tunnel?

then ban fan...or i tink called bibimpap? put the rice and mixed everithg together..

long bus ride n it's raiing hard... means doodles on the windows? :p

after that we went to the rail bike ride... but it was raining too heavily... we were all drenched...
n tried to get out luggage to change into clean clothes... at the office... then go to winery to make a personalised wine...

on the bus... bored... out the window n see this interesting pet shop... actually the whole street was full of petshops but this was the most striking...i like the black n pink signboard.... we were at daegu i tink...

the road was crowded...

my fav korean bbq! cook the meat then wrap it and some rice in a leaf n it's heavenly!

the hotel! lots of thgs to do cause my shoes and clothes were wet...
the hotel we were at then was grand daegu... it's nice esp the tv :p

i like the jap drama but got no clue wad show is it...
n other than watching go like the night b4... i found tooniverse... which i was addicited to for the rest of the trip... at that time it was showing detective conan!!! the episode w shinichi's mum n ran's mum! i alr noe who teh murderer is and it's all in korean!

the view outside window...
to mi it was cold but abruptly it's hot? to some others? not my fault that the aircon cannot be changed... aniway i got a weird encounter in this room but din tell ani1... shd b my imagination ba... muz b the cold...

aniway... we waited early n walked ard...b4 breakfast another buffet :) n the scenery was beautiful outside...

a payphone n a bus-stop...

then we went to the temple b4 gg to the airport...

then at the airport to jeju...
i was sitting besides alison... haha she's so cute : )
thoughshe kept touching the seatbelt no matter wad i say...

food we ate at the airport...n i love teh ice-cream... saw it at expo juz the other day...

jeju is a place with warm sulight n cold wind blowing...
we were told by dona that jeju ppl were said to be descendants of mongols and there's 3 more n 3 less...
upon reaching, we went to the mysterious road.. where thgs go upslope? trick of ur eyes..n took pics of the wan pi gu... naughty ghost?

then we went to teddy bear museum! so many bears! n ppl...

then food! noodles n rice...

it was dark when we reached jeju phoenix island resort

teh hotel was the best! it had 2 rooms... one with 2 beds n a toilet... i slept on the futon at the other room n we all noe why... n a living rm n a kitchen n another toilet! yes! 2 toilets!!! teh one in teh room had a tv w the bathtub... though i got a shock when the phone nxt to it started ringing when i was in teh middle of the shower...

got a bit bored so tried to learn zi pai again...

in the morning...i realli love the place...

after a quick breakfast after an incident... that made mi real upset... we went to the beach...
yes! my fav beach... though no one to help mi take pics...

then after that we went to the mountain? seongsan i tink it's the name...din climb up but down instead to look at seafood n then went to buy chocolates! i love the cliff... like wu xia pi rite?

the climb n teh danger sign in korean!

then took a pic in the forest of yellow flowers... n then off to folk village where the auntie or is it called ahjima? was veri funny... mkept pulling the little girl's grandpa ard... n someone told adeline to call that auntie ahma... haha so funny...

then ginseng chicken! n off to look at the dragon stone? n i spent 100 won on the binoculars... :p

then food... beiting n adeline...

after that back to airport then to spa castle where we stayed longer... till nxt afternoon instead of leaving in the morning... however, out of 18, oni 3 aunties went to the spa...
the hotel was nice as well! 2 rooms, a living rm, a toilet n a kitchen? more a dinning area... however, the best thing is that there's 2 tv n separate aircon for each rm! love it! i slept on futon again!

and as we din go to spa... we got the morning free n we stayed in hotel rm w the tv... i had teh living rm tv to myself since the rm i was sleeping in had no tv... n i love teh champ n tooniverse channel n the chinese show channel...
n watched digimon tamers in korean! haha
n i saw a everland adverisment lol the place we visited after reaching ...

the resturant... for breakfast n lunch...

then went to dmz... took some pics w the 2 sisters... since we cant take pics of the scenery...

then off to make strawmat n ricecake! n dinner!

stumbled upon an alleyway that seemed so typical in korean drama...

then we went to dongdamen... yes finally got shopping... but din c anithg cheap or worth buying though i get a pair of shoes n a blouse... there's juz the oni thg i tink it's ok...

then to the hotel- palace hotel-seoul.. it's ok... juz a rm w 2 beds... n a toilet... but i saw detective acamedy q on tv... : )

then breakfast not feeling well due to cramps so oni ate some porridge...then to faceshop, ginseng shop n finally making of kimchi n wearing the traditional clothing... though i tink i look weird in them... adeline n alison were so cute!

then food! this is not bad at all! mushrooms!

the pic that saved us frm getting more lost... at myongdong? dunno how to spell teh place's names...

ricecakes in dinner...

then to lotte world hotel -seoul n then to amuesment park... we oni go indoors cause the outdoors looks scary... but not for the couple, andrew n eunice, they went bungee jumping... all of us watched the parade then got on the sinbad adventure ride oine of teh auntie said it's scary n adeline cried... but alison teh younger one hugged his jiejie n told her it's ok... she's realli sweet
aniway then we separated into small grps... actually the aunties wanted to try pirate ship w us but changed their minds when they saw the ride...
then we saw ppl running n followed tehm to a ride we dunno wad since everithg is in korean we juz went w the flow... n turned out to be a small boat w 3 or 4 ppl n moving on water like a roller coaster... scary... then we decided to try teacups... harmless rite? turned out the teacups not oni spin themseleves but the whole thg will raise up n down... haiz...

view frm window...

mi n photographer amy... n food.... n went back to spore...

got a volka for ah mei at spore airport... dad came n fetched mi...
so nice to be home! after being a maid...ur my nick there was bao mu for the last few days... n for a week...had to do a lot thgs parents did for mi.... so gd to be home... remind mi y i dun stay in the dorms...

also realized there are some thgs i m totally intolerant of n personality can clash ... big time....
haha wenya once said she dun want to live w mi at ani pt of her life haha guess that's true... i m hard to live w... but some ppl i realli cant live w? ok i m juz paraphrasing? dunno wad i mean aniway...

had fun... spent a lot of $ at dunno where...

n i realized overseas calls are x! ok... i din call at all... cause dunno how to...

send 2 or 3 sms then lend her 2 send...

n realized my idd frm $90 dropped to $60... $30 dollars for sms???

it's juz 7 days? how many sms? i dunno but it's scary...

luckily for mi, i got free $30 idd everitime i top up... but dun understand y so x...

things i bought...

a super long post............ but more pics at facebook...

trip

2009-05-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

a late post again... :p

decided to post it before i go...

i din take a lot of pics tis time cause our great miss yiwen got her digital cam out that day!

so most of the pics w her n can see them at facebook...

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=626753081&ref=profile#/album.php?aid=81487&id=518713033&ref=mf

we met at chinatown to go kbox...

haha 1st time i went w kelly...

n i muz say tis! she had a great voice! haha she can go singing competition le! :p

however, we were shocked at the price...

turned out that one small tibits cost $6 each...

n each of us had to pay over $20 for 2-7pm...

haiz... nxt time i recommend other places.... too x le...

anyway...

after that we went to little india... joanne's recommendation!

n the food is great!!!!

though i dunno how to get there... we juz followed joanne...haha

she's our tour guide...

it's called 7 sensation i tink...

food pic at facebook... i simply love the pizza n teh chocolate cheesecake n the orni orni...

juz a quick note...

for all the missing pieces of food in yiwen's pics... they were all eaten up by joanne.... :p haha

we had a realli great time... after that we walked to bugis... walking past a lot of places... i din even noe they exist... n went to the shopping center besides bugis street i tink...

had fun walking ard...

the pics are the roof or ceiling of the shopping center...

interesting rite... joannne said like hospital haha...

aniway after that we walked to dhoby ghaut mrt n went home...

had a realli great time.. hope we can mit up soon!

the misunderstanding???

2009-05-14T11:13:00.000+08:00

went to get the luggage ganma is lending me for the trip @ grandma's hse...
n saw my cousins playing pets soicety...
they got hundreds of friends on facebk lor! how they did it dun ask mi... i oni got 45 friends...
anyway i asked them to play mine for mi...
sorrie i m lazy but i wanted to buy thgs for my pets....

so jiayi was so kind to play for mi... haha my pet even got a level up...

but then when qjr came online n asked if i changed the $

then she forgot she's using my account n typed "who re u?"
then qjr was surprised that i dunno who she is...
n then by the time i came over n looked at the screen, ojy realized that it's my account....

anyway i tried to reply to qjr's reply but they kept wanting mi to change the replies haha... so in the end... i can oni juz send a sms...

so the morale of teh story is not to ask someone to use ur account...
haha...

anyway will be leaving later tonite... n back nxt thur nite...

living...

2009-05-13T14:21:00.003+08:00

i dunno why but it seemed so tough to continue living...

aniway... i juz want to say... i m having realli dark thoughts so not posting them here but at livejournal... mayb a mild one here...

i dunno why but it's tough...
sometimes it's so hard that i feel like using physical pain to hide my tears...
y do u tink u noe everithg?
wad u noe it's juz a mask i had...
y did u keep changing ur wrds then claim it's my fault...
y is it that u tink u re always rite?
y is everithg i do wrong n everithg u do is rite?
y is it that i m aways so useless?
y is my tears flowing when u said those words?
y is the pain so hurtful that i have to escape?
y m i such a coward?

it's been a long time since i had such depressing toks...
it's been a long time since i tok abt jumping...
it's been a long time since i tok abt moving out...
it's been a long time since i hide n cry...
it's a long time since i felt this pain......
but it still hurts...

ppl lie... time nvr heals all wounds... in fact time made it worse.......

i will nvr be appreciated

i will nvr be impt...

i will always be invisble...

wearing a mask... taken for granted..........

saiyuki- open up your mind

2009-05-06T15:42:00.003+08:00

i m not sure if i put this on my blog b4...
but aniway...

i got addicted to saiyuki n prince of tennis again...
esp saiyuki...

n this song... i tink i put it on this blog long long time ago but anithg...
i found the youtube vid... n even one in chinese?

qjr or qjn says that the version sounds like screaming?
but i like them...haha she says because i watched the anime... realli touching...

aniway...
here's the vid..
in jap...

in chinese...i got no idea where tis is frm... but it's funny though i tink the lyrics are weird...

an even an instrumental one... n this one uses clips frm my fav drama mars!!!lol

n now for the lyrics...

moshimo ima subete ga umaku nante ikanai
makesou ni naru toki datte
hitomi wo tojireba kokoro kara
sekai ga miete kuru

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

kodoku na yoru demo mayoi osoreru toki mo
ima wa hitori demo kono ashi de doko made mo
aruite ikeru hazu dakara

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kagayaki ga aru kara
Yes, subete shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, ikiru tsuyosa ga areba
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made...

kono sekai de ikinuite-iku tame no tsuyosa wo
anata ni negatte-iru kara
kokoro no tobira wo hiraitara
nanika ga miete kuru

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

hoshi no inochi nara nagai kedo itsu made mo
onaji kono hibi ga kurikaesu wake ja nai
ashita wa dare ni mo mienai

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI" shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deaeru yo...

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI" shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made...

the eng translation...

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart.

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now, but
your feet can take you however far you want to go, so

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, there's a shining light there.
Yes, I want you to believe in everything.
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

I wish for you to have the strength
to make it through this world,
so open up your mind,
and you'll be able to see...

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

The stars may live for a long time, but that doesn't mean
that the same days will repeat over and over forever.
Noone can see into tomorrow.

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the future.
You can take another look from the other side.

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
and you'll be able to find all that is love...

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the "future."
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

both frm http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/gsaiyuki/openupyourmind.txt

my bad translation...

当事与愿违时，当你想放弃时，
如闭上眼睛，你便可从心中看到这整个世界。

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

就算在寂静夜晚里，独自徘徊，害怕
现在的你可能孤单，但是
不管有多远，你还是能走到，所以

Just hold on tight, 因为只要你闭上眼睛，
look inside yourself, 里面有一道光，
是的，相信我，
你可以从另一边看这个世界。

Just hold on tight, 就算心碎了，
Reach into your soul，就算看不到明天，
只要你还是有力气活下去，你还是可以从另一边看这个世界，
知道你找到幸福为止。

我希望你有力气，熬过这世界，
然后打开心灵，你将看到幸福的降临。

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

星星虽存在了很久很久，但这并不代表
同样的一天会不停的重复直到永远，
没有人知道未来。

Just hold on tight 因为如你闭上眼睛，
Look inside yourself 你会感觉到心跳
Yes, 我要你相信，未来你是可以从另一边看这个世界。

Just hold on tight, 就算心碎了，
Reach into your soul，就算看不到明天，
只要你还是有力气活下去，你还是可以从另一边看这个世界，
知道你找到幸福为止。

susan boyle

2009-05-06T15:28:00.002+08:00

i was surfing the i rmbed abt the name susan boyle...
heard the name on radio once...

tink someone's facebk linked to the youtube...
so i clicked... n i was surprised...
she had a realli realli gd voice!!!

here's some vids frm you tube...
n she's realli gd!

a trip out...

2009-05-04T21:21:00.004+08:00

went to amk then causeway w xinying on sun...

nid to find a pair of shoes.. which i still havnt buy...

then xinying nid to get mothers' day present @ causeway...

we went to lib... nid to find some notes for my tuition while xinying did some photocopying...

oh... fyi.

when entering nlb now, you have to scan ur either ur ic, ezlink card, lib card to prove ur identity...

so be ready to get ur identifications out for scanning when entering : )

then when we reached there it was noisy n we saw...

apparently, there was a fire alarm n all the doors to the lib were shut...
we went to the 2nd floor n saw ppl still inside the lib studying...
then the firemen came n soon realized it was a false alarm n it opened...
1st time i saw such a scene...

aniway while waiting...
we went to t n s to buy this!!!

ok... i saw it having an offer at $1.95 n i havent eaten it b4...

so we bought it together...

quoting frm xinying...

oops i forgot the actual words...

but she gave a 8 out of 10 while i gave a 7 (yes, qjr i prefer qjn leh... we learnt frm u... :p)

it's something like 香脆(though i think it's a bit difficult to chew.. but i have dental prob...)可口，带出苹果的健康甜美，是个健康食品。sorrie bad memory... cant realli rmb the exact words...:p
aniway we had fun... saw a lot of clothes... formal clothes since xinying gg for internship while i m preparing for work...

hopefully the others will end their exams soon... tink yiwen n kelly ended theirs 2day? lol
havent realli go out once for my n yundan's bday...

updating~

2009-05-03T09:23:00.003+08:00

ok... yesterday juz learn the use of my webcam...

haha chat online w xinying...

everyone having exams....

juz saw the email abt swine flu...

now b4 exams there's temp taking....

wow mine ended early so no nid... but think everi1 else has to...

my youngest sis's exam coming but by the time her exams start i will be overseas :p

so have to tell her to go revise now... if not then her prob....

yes i veri bad...

aniway... juz a quick update, got thgs to buy but lazy to go out....

but needed them for the trip...

haiz.... n everi1 having exams... except xinying :p

so maybe later going to get a pair of track shoes... tink i will need them nxt time when working as well...

got some more thgs to blog but now gotta go le...

untill nxt time, ja!

more updates...

2009-05-02T10:36:00.003+08:00

ok... for the reading week i had been studying w qjn... u noe who u re... like ur new nick :p

n also kelly...

that day when we met to do our project, we saw tis strange sight at bukit batok mrt... sorrie lazy to walk there to take a better pic... juz 2 dogs running up n down, chasing each other on the steep slope... so cute haha...

we even made up a story or rather kelly n qjn made the story abt how one says dun follow mi but teh other still follows... stalker?! haha

then for reading week we met at woodlands lib to study... but i oni rmb 2 take a pic...

i m gg to miss the deck jap food...

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING PICTURES ARE GROSS AND SCARY... for mi...
SO PLS SCROLL DOWN QUICKLY... IF U HATE BLOOD...
I M SICK SO I TOOK THE PICS :p

Aniway, while studying for the evening paper in sch...
i suddenly realized that my hand looked like this!!!

ok... it's not this but worse than this, this pic is after i wiped a few times n it won't stop bleeding so i got fed up n took a pic... after i went to the toilet to wash it... it's still bleeding.... it was a shock... then i realized it's painful... ok my rxn is so slow...

in the end i tied a tissue ard it n continued studying... cant finished studying le but it's still bleeding...

n i realized the reason......... my umbrella..............

i made a livejournal... n took some snapshots cause i realli love this skin... river at night......

ok... gotta now anticipating my trip......hopefully nothing will happen...

updating~~~

2009-05-02T10:00:00.006+08:00

ok... my bday week is the best!

i alr uploaded the bday gifts pic le! yes muz be a separate post cause it's so special!!! :p

thanks everi1 for the gifts love them!!!

firstly on my bday, met yiwen, xiujuan,yundan n wenya for lunch n they gave mi the gifts... yundan got mi a blouse... sorrie yundan the blouse is being washed so i din hav a pic of it now.... so sorrie...

then when i got home, my sis got 2 slices of coffeebean cakes for mi... she alr got mi the x dress i wore for grad dinner le... but added on w 2 slices of cakes...n i went to the study room...n there it was! a com chair.... i been wanting to buy one... n the factory there got a sale n my dad bought it for mi!!! so happy!!!

then on the weekend of that week, it's grad dinner!!! yes... graduating le!!!

then on that sun went to the travel agency 2 place the deposit for travel...

n finished paying yesterday!!! hopefully nothing will go wrong... haiz... swine flu...

but the attitude of the travel agency person put a big damper on my wonderful week...

so tempted to change the agency...

it's one of thebiggest in spore n the service is BAD!!!

now i noe y ppl says that travel agency is declining... w the service? of course lah...

for yesterday briefing, it's a bit better.... but pls can improve or not?

haiz... y are the ppl so impatient... we re one of the first ones to reach there wait outside for it to open n there's no one else behind lor...

n that attitude is like stop wasting my time lah... y cant we confirm wad he said...

he taking almost half of my bank account lor... sorrie lah i m poor... but it's impt for mi cause it's my first trip overseas lor!

aargh! hate the service.... hopefully they will improve soon after all tourism is an impt sector in our economy... haiz...

aniway...

i refused to let that affect my mood n not my prob if the service is bad since i m neither the employer or employee... yes i m cold-blooded n selfish :p

aniway

i received a letter from chio hui!!! she mailed mi a present!!!!!!

feel so guilty i havent even mailed her her 21st bday ... ok havent done it yet w term papers deadline n exams... think i mailing after the trip cause can add more thgs inside... :p

so happy....

then i got a letter from moe to go for briefing...

so glad i receive it cause i think i screwed up the interview...

i got pri sch chi... phew... so now waiting till june n muz do medical checkup after i got back.... so glad that i got it : )

after the briefing though it's reading week... yiwen n i decided to take a break n go munchie monkey cafe @ yih to have lunch... last time we eating in sch le....

then after that i got term papers to work on... yes 4 term papers in a week... so tired... n presentations... workload 4 this sem is too heavy...

then got exams... 4 papers in 3 days...yes i m crazy... ppl take 3 papers in 2 weeks lor... i opp dun tink i did well... all the qns are so difficult.... n the module i took were so difficult as well...

haiz... aniway over n done w...

so now i nid to prepare for my trip! got lots of thgs to find n buy... yeah including a pair of track shoes... oh yeah i got a jab on thur... i was scared that it's painful... i dun like gg to a doc or dentist... but then the doc was nice n it doesnt hurt.... haha

ok... a super long post....

till nxt time ja!

birthday gifts domo arigato!!!

2009-05-02T09:31:00.001+08:00

pictures speak a thousand words...

thxs for all ur gifts!

2009-04-30T17:22:00.001+08:00

i realli love this image i made w imagechef symbols... basically i got the two symbols add a black bkgd n type my username... that's all... but nice rite?

quick update?

2009-04-30T17:07:00.001+08:00

oops!

so sorry for not updating for so super long :p

yup!!! finished my last paper yesterday evening... muz say teh lecturers are so nice put a rocher on every1's desk... oni for our module.. lol but qns so difficult!!!

aniway more updates later...

i got lots of lagging posts...

but will be updating soon i hope more likely b4 i "fly" :p
got my bday presents pics!!! that's my best week...
got the grad dinner pics yes the week as my bday! haha

then there's more pics abt teh term papers n exams period
n the trip to the monkey cafe w yiwen!
n all happy news n my preparation for the trip...

even got a jab 2day... my $... more imptly, din got ani jab since... i tink in sec 1 or 2?

but after that i still got medical checkup to do after i m back...
starting on a new tuition tmr... confirming n paying for my trip tmr...

so many thgs... n later got tuition as well...
yes... exams over but life's still busy... still got to assume duty n graduation...

but that's my happy life haha... can do all the happy thgs!!!
well... i decided that i dun like studying but i like teaching but prob is u nid to study in order to teach... haiz...

aniway... tuition later so a quick update...
reason that i still havent been updating is that i m figuring out livejournal n found a perfect template!

for the journal, all my stories are gg to be there... fan fics plus my own stories... both eng n chi(?) not sure if can put it there...

as for the link... well... not sure if i shd put it here... cause i got fanfics there... mayb place it here n delete them soon... cause some fanfics might contain hinted yaoi (if u dunno wad it means then u dun want to read it haha :p)
hinted because i dun realli write love stories more friendship n family ba...

ok... the link is... drumrolls haha i crazy de...

http://iyxin.livejournal.com/

i even got a new image chef icon for my username cause pdfish n iynix are both taken... y?!!!!

ok... gotta le....

a quick update- dying

2009-04-04T13:29:00.003+08:00

well i will be rich if all my castles become real......

a lot of thgs to blog but since i M SUPPOSED to be working on my term papers...
plus the fact that sijia says not to blog first abt the impt thg in may... but think everi1 noe alr... :p
so juz a quick update... on y i m on hiatus...

firstly...

nxt week got a presentation.... on films n the paper is due on wk 13... i havent started yet!!!! help!

on nxt nxt wk - wk 13-- i GOT 4 PAPERS AND I HAVENT STARTED YET!!!

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 on 13th april...
1 on spore films (eng - 1500 wrds- grp project)and the other is modern lit n i m doing abt deaths of maids in the 2 stories...(ch-5000wrds)

2 on 17th april...
1 on the film presenation nxt week(ch-5000wrds) n the other is watch 3 xiangsheng n transcript into words and analsyed the sentence structures (ch- 5000wrds)

N I HAVENT STARTED YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N in exams coming!!!!! i havent revise at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

将进酒

2009-03-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

i cant rmb when i saved this draft...
but i tink this is the song 林立老师sing on grad dinner...

将进酒

君不见黄河之水天上来，奔流到海不复回。
君不见高堂明镜悲白发，朝如青丝暮成雪。

人生得意须尽欢，莫使金樽空对月。
天生我材必有用，千金散尽还复来。

烹羊宰牛且为乐，会须一饮三百杯。
岑夫子、丹丘生，将(qiāng)进酒，杯莫停。

与君歌一曲，请君为我倾耳听：
钟鼓馔玉不足贵，但愿长醉不复醒。

古来圣贤皆寂寞，唯有饮者留其名。
陈王昔时宴平乐（lè），斗酒十千恣欢谑（xuè）。

主人何为言少钱，径(jìng)须沽取对君酌。
五花马，千金裘，呼儿将(jiāng)出换美酒，与尔同销万古愁。

my netbk!!! lenovo s10

2009-03-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

here's my laptop or rather netbk?

it fair 09

2009-03-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

ok... got 2 papers to hand in on fri plus a presentation... so i slept for 5 hrs on tue, then 4 hrs on thur and oni 3 hrs on thur... so tired but... still have to finish...

special thxs to kelly for helping mi hand in on fri n yiwen n xinying who helped mi on my it paper... i got no idea wad services a hair dressing salon have...

aniway... went to it fair to get a laptop on fri...

my sis n i went at ard 11.30 am n it's a bit crowded but still ok...

we went to each n every vendors w laptops to c which is the 1 i like...

b4 that i alr surf online...

n then at ard 2pm we went for lunch.... @ marina square

at ryoichi sushi ... it's not bad!

luch set is @ $6.60 exclusive 7% gst n 10% service charge... so ard $8 per person... but it's not bad... main course+salad+miso soup+dessert(ice-cream small one but better than nothing ^_^)

we continue to shop at marina square realize i din have anithg to wear for grad dinner... so...

n i bought a $30 dress... ok... dun realli look the price but the texture is realli nice! that's the reason for the high price... my sis bought it for mi as a bday gift :p

then we went to suntec carefour n harvey norman as well as other it shops nearby to check teh prices if it's realli worth it as we narrow down to abt 3 or 4 models then to oni 2 models lenovo n acer...n at ard 7pm went back to it fair to get the laptop...

n it's so crowded...

however, i muz say the service there is not gd...

i came home to try a long time n finally mangaed to get it @ ard 2am...

so slept till 10am on sat...

but then when i started to work on it again on sat...

n realized no chinese inside!!!!!!!!

the horror bought it for sch but no chinese!!!!

aniway... the system kept prompting for a xp cd...

but tis laptop dun have ani drives not even a cd-rom...

so i had no chocie but to carry it back to it fiar to get it fixed...

since none of the numbers written there have ani response... just because it's not working hr... they have five-day week!!!

my dad came home n went w mi back again...

we spent almost 45 min on transport then anotehr 1/2 hr to get up n 15min to get to the store
however... the salesgirl took less than 5 min n it's done simply because she changed sth the d drive to sth i cant see i ask her so says nxt time no nid for the use of it animore...

if u tell mi earlier then i dun have to come all teh way here!!!
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this is singapore n it's bilingual society n u din install the chinese inside...

n i din mean the add to keyboard chinese but the chinese frm xp windows... so stupid lor!!!

n the attiude of the girl was like so ... bad or rather arrogant lor...

my dad asks if got cd-rom or sth n she says for the last 30yrs we dun use alr it's juz a key to get recovery...

hello! then how come we got it last yr at it fair n the same brand??? ok... if we noe it then we no nid for pro ppl to intro n tell us more abt the laptops rite?
hello!!! we dunno so we ask u, wad's w the attitude...

n we asks if there's anithg accompanying this since we got some freebies last yr when we bought the otehr laptop n she's like we dun have anithg it's alr veri cheap alr... n if u spend more than got more lah...

ok... nvr mind i ask abt the warranty n the girl was like juz use the receipt lah or call the number or go the website i tell u now u also dun rmb one lah... hello??? i alr check the website but cant find so ask now n that's the ans? she says u have to check carefully or call the number...

ok...the number i told her i called but no response cause it's not mon to fri... so i asked if tehre's ani otehr alternatives if i nid it to be repaired...

n she says either u wait till mon if not too bad lor...

HELLO!!!

that girl was like so arrogant n the service is so bad... wad kind of explanation is that? n the attiude used is like how can u dunno such thgs... if i noe i wont be a chi major but rather somethg associated to it... wad's teh use of u being tehre to ans enquires when u feel like ppl shd all noe... n one booth is like have 20 ppl... if everione noe abt such thgs do they nid to hire 20 saleppl???

cant believe the attituide n i m alr irritated that i have to travel so far to get it fixed n my dad had to come home n out again...

n then the girl juz turned ard n ignored us le...

aniway i dun tink i shd blame the bad services on my laptop so i like my laptop veri much :p

n in the meantime my desk is like that... cause my parents reshift the whole place to fit the new laptop...

abt the laptop nxt entry...

some catching up...

2009-03-15T21:58:00.005+08:00

okay...

realli lagging posts...

here's the card made for yiwen...

cause i promised to show peikiat on my blog...

then again... dunno if she got read the blog...

missed her... now cant even send sms haha...

aniway... i messed up my rm again...

the cover...

inside...

a copy of peikiat's msg i write for her...

n after recess week went back to sch... to be greeted with scary pipes..?

tehre's some construction gg on... n teh pipes were like that wout covers n ppl walking below n sitting down there... eating??? i tink they din look up... the horror! when i walked past n a spider dropped down?...

then there's my cousins... veri long time ago le... but they visited or rather my uncle n aunt brought them here cause they are only one mth old n they are twins!!! n i was so stupid forget to take pics... aniway other than the two of them still got their one yr old brother... kawaii desu ne!

n another impt thg to complain is my midterm... the term paper was equally difficult to write as well...

the term test was one unforgettable one... 1st time i got to rush thru everythg!

there's 8 big qns w ard 4-5 small qns in each of them n the time given was 50 min... plus it's open-bk... so scary... i was more looking at the watch than my paper... cause too scared not enouf time...
luckily i oni have 1 or 2 blanks...
imagine my shock when i looked to my left the girl left one of 2 pgs blank! there's like 1/2 the paper? by the way i was sitting at the last row so can see everyone...

well moving on~

zen garden

2009-03-06T11:34:00.001+08:00

realli bad day...

2009-03-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

ok...

the usual... i was almost late for lect...
cause wait for the bus for a long time... used to it... shd have left the hse earlier....

aniway... rushed thru readings... n had stomach cramps... feeling veri bad....

nvr mind.. so tired the whole day today... maybe cause it's 1st day... luckily... today the lecturer did not ask a single qns... n i almost went to dreamland... cause not feeling well...

i rushed to the toilet then spent few min inside cause it hurt a lot...
feeling so bad... walked to bus stop... waited for almost 15 min then 96 came but cant get in cause too crowded... waited for the next one cause i felt so bad... then another 20min n NO 96 in sight...

got irritated... saw the 2nd 95 n decided to just take 95 since it's still ok...

too bad i still cant get a seat...
nvr mind... juz have to bear w it...

then guess wad?!!!!!!
the bus got jammed in sch!!!
it took the bus almost half an hour to get frm arts to sci...
cause too many cars n then by the time it got to the mrt it's almost 7pm!!!
i noe i was waiting at the busstop at 5.52pm...

i dun understand y so many ppl...
the rest of the time i took nvr so long... though i din take on tue @6pm b4...
but i took 95 on wed at 6pm as well...
i took 95 to sch on every fri @ard 6.15pm as well...
sometimes changed bus inside sch...
but nvr so long...

n it seemed longer since i was having cramps...

haiz... i cant stop ranting!!!

got a midterm which i din even study at all...
it 's on thur n thur nid to finish 2 bks... i havent started as well...
then got tut tmr... havent read as well...
got project miting tmr... havent prepared as well...

where had all my time gone to?
my recess week?!!!

i m do dead..................

prince of tennis ep 174-176

2009-03-01T12:38:00.003+08:00

these are the best episodes!!! 4 mi that is....
cause i oni watched till here... actually i watched them quite sometime ago until dunno wad episode then last week decided to skip to these episodes because of fuji n tezuka!
i love the 2 of them... no doubt they are the strongest in seigaku!!!

i love fuji! tezuka also not bad!

so sad... y fuji lose? then again if tezuka also cant lose...

i love fuji n tezuka! this is an awesome episode!

though 174 n 175 are touching as well... recaping on their past 3 yrs...

i love the part where tezuka realized that fuji had been hiding his strength... it's juz so fuji... lol

national museum of S'pore

2009-02-27T16:33:00.020+08:00

a visit to national museum of Singapore!

disclaimer: all the pics below are taken at national museum of Singapore by me and are put here only for personal use. i strongly recommend everyone to visit the museum. the place is great! so interesting! the website is http://www.nationalmuseum.sg/.

i realli love the place! we visited the living galleries and the history gallery yesterday.

on thur... yesterday, soba, kel n i went to national museum...
we nid to do a response paper to be handed in on 13th mar on one of the living galleries...
since my grp is doing a project on Singapore films...
we decided to do the paper on films...
i took lots of pics... but mostly on the words... well... i lazy to copy :p

all the pics taken below are without flash... since flashes are not allowed... Kelly said because it might damage the artefacts...

so first is the film and wayang section...
the filmmaker n a gramophone! looked so old...

and photos of the stars at that time... like our modern day photo-cards?
n trays of the stars for advertisment! creative rite?

then my fav wayang section.. haha tink it's most interesting as i rmbed the chinese drama module last sem... n the clothes... each costumes is specific to each character type, sheng, dan, jing n chou...

n i loved the headdress... i tink they were the most well-made...

as time changed the material used also changed i tink the left is the 1940s n the rite ones are 1960s? not realli sure now... but they are beautiful!

ok... dificult to recognize... this is a handcuff... used during the show by the dan... the ones used by dan always have a peony or phoenix on it... interesting rite?

a puppet show...
left is sun wu kong...
hey dragonball evolutn gg to show... feel like watching... i noe no link... juz tok of goku :p
rite is the puppets and below are juz a closeup...

n tis is sth i tink i heard abt in chinese drama lesson b4... a contract of the actress with the company... called mai shen qi i tink...

next is the fashion gallery...

some clothes worn then n makeup used at that time...

took tis pic cause i tink xinying will love this bag... mayb i'm wrong...

a bag made frm bamboo? unique rite?

n these are egs of what they worn then though i tink the black cheongsam is beautiful...

western frocks any1? n nice handicraft... there's a video there on how they made the whole thg frm scratch n then the embroidery... realli nice esp they made it w sewing machine...

n a high platform shoes of the old... taken 4 wenya :p dare to wear one like that?
n the real nice kebaya?...

the room of textiles... of different kinds... real beautiful...

the evolutn of sewing machine... rmb myself using one like that using your hands n legs to move it instead of electricity...
i rmb being scared to use the electrical one in sec 1...
cause feel like the one which used electricity might be difficult to stop unlike your hands... stupid fear...

i noe but after watching a horror movie on tv abt how the dolls become alive n one of them trapped the man's hands with the sewing machine n used it... i got scared... :p
but luckily got over the fear quite quickly i would say... if not how to sew things...

a wedding dress that soba likes... but oni the back...

some patterns i like...

the last 2 galleries- photographs n food... i oni took the words... but took some pics with kelly n soba...

thxs kelly for taking these pics 4 mi... though i prefer to b teh 1 taking pics :p

the first one i look a bit eerie... i should have tried a scary pose!

don't u like the curtain? n i simply love the rooms n furniture!n kelly siting there...

then we went to the history gallery where we were each given a "companion"- a machine with headphones...

as we walked we can pressed the no. indicated on the floor and there will be recordings introduceing the exhibits! so cool! n furthermore, u can press and listen to lots of accounts!!!

I STRONGLY RECOMMEND EVERY1 TO GO!!!

i realli love that place...

after that... we walked past this old tree... towards cityhall for lunch... yes we met at 10.30am n were in the museum till ard 3.30pm?...

n we went to shukudo... which is different frm wad i expected cause this is not a resturant but rather a marche type thg...

n well since i will be having tuition at 8.30pm that nite i decided to just buy a small serving... if not can't eat dinner...

i bought a bamboo chicken rice... cause i suddenly rmb my gums are still swelling so better avoid seafood... soba din eat soba but a prawn bamboo rice n egg... n kelly had an omelette that is so delicious! the cheese!!! sorrie i m obessed w cheese...

n finally this is my fav pic of the day... ok... i looked weird inside but i love the backgd...

news- octuplets' mother

2009-02-27T16:05:00.003+08:00

ok... i decided to start taking note about news...

this is something i heard earlier on the radio quite sometime ago...
n juz saw a short clip on tv the other day abt an interview...
n saw one on you-tube... so sharing it here...

it is a controversial issue...
i still dun realli understand how the mother is gg to support the children...
being a mother is a huge n serious responsibilty....

aniway...
i was signing out of hotmail n saw this...

Porn war breaks out over octuplets' mother

article here...
http://news.sg.msn.com/topstories/article.aspx?cp-documentid=2642917

a porn company had offered $ n a year of health insurance for the mother if she stars in a porn movie...
but a rival company wanted her to reject...n in return gave her a year supply of diapers for the octuplets...
n also telling her to think of her children...

i think responisibilty us a key issue here...
$ and the image of their mother are both impt thgs...

i really dun understand why teh mother insisted on having children after having 6 children n esp when she's unsupported...?

but then this is juz my opinion...

this is sth not for mi to judge... there might be more reasons for her actions... at least i hope so...

i also saw a news sometime ago at juan's blog...
abt the 13 yr old father...
he looks like 8 but he's a father...

wad re the responisiblty of having a child?
having children are not simple at all...
can you be a father or mother to your child as your parents have been?
can you have the faith in ability in supporting your child? both $ n emotionally?
i tink this is impt...

i was reading saiunkoku n there was this part abt adopting a child...
well basically Reishin adopted Kouyuu when Shouka(his older brother) adopted Seiran... that's teh reason he gave Kouyuu but we all hope it was not...

Yuri asked Reishin when he brought Kouyuu home if he is able to be someone as Shouka had been to him? a child looks up to his parents. his parents will be his whole world at least until he grows up... to Kouyuu, Reishin had become his entire world... whatever he did, it was just to help his Reishin-sama since Reishin-sama took him off the streets and gave him a lot of thgs... this leads to the whole story of bk 13... where he had to learn to live for himself...

parents are everything to a young child...
n frm lots of books like fruit basket, kara kanojou no jibou, child of our time, supper nanny n many more...

even in fan fics... n i have to say i saw a lot more stories abt how parents can change the lives of children....

reminds mi of childhood n youth module last sem... lol
sometimes little thgs that a parent did influence a lot on children...

n well... i had been hearing a lot of such news lately...
n i realli think family relations are something that is always mysterious yet warm... it is soemthing that you can't changed n something worth cherishing no matter how much you argue or quarrel now...
n i strongly hope that everyone can treasure these relations cause they are not something of little importance. they are not something you can break easily... but something that can be damaged far too easily...

updates!

2009-02-25T14:09:00.003+08:00

ok... it's been a long time since i updated my daily journal..

ok mayb not so daily....

aniway...
these few weeks were so hectic... n i wasn't feeling well
had a cold n then my gastric having probs...
tink because my timing for meals were off... well i was rushing all my work...

for last week...
i forgot i got to hand in a response paper on fri...
well... since got project miting w sijia n kelly
i decided to complete it on thur nite n hand in on fri morning...
i was lucky too...
my tuition got changed to fri nite... instead of thur nite...

fri is my free day n i had to go sch...
n i realized that day that our reiko had psychic power...lol
ok... we were at perak point (the red sofas place in lib i tink there's the name 3 yrs n i still cant recognize the writing on the glass)
n i told kelly n sijia that juan n wenya walked by...outside teh glass area towards the stairs or somewhere far away...
n then after we decided to go for lunch...
we saw them again... n juan said... wenya heard my voice calling her juz now?!!!

we were inside the soundproof area n she heard my name???
n then after lunch... we studied in teh canteen, i was waiting for my cousin cause nided to help her find some books...
i decided to go earlier to serach teh bks so when she came i juz pass her teh books to borrow since i had tuition later...
n as i was walking well.. looking at books... i got lots of term papers n midterm to find the books on...
n suddenly, wenya appeared behind mi...
she was studying in sch n saw... my shoes...
haha kept seeing her... by the way nid to pay her some $...

aniway,
after miting my cousin n we went to take the bus to mrt together, i went to get dinner for my family n reached home,rest a while n off to tuition...

only to find the boy was late n came oni at 9pm!!!
so it ended at ard 10.30pm but luckily my boss asked mi to take teh taxi w him...
so it wasnt that late by teh time i reached home...

sat... i felt so bad... supposed to study w xinying... but she busy so changed to sun...
i got lots of thgs to work on... actually still a lot today but i was reading n playing on the com...so... i die le...

sun... my mum actually wanted mi to stay home cause somehow my cold still hadnt recovered more than a week le...
but i mit xinying...yup i was late again...
n hopefully din pass the germs to her :p
before taht receieved a call frm boss to work but firstly i got too much thgs to finish deadlines to mit n 2ndly i was a bit sick... there's a lot of kids there so unsafe... plus teh fact taht the oni reason he called was because he was sick... m i the one who passed the germs to him? :p
so sun was a bit fulfilling in terms of my studies...

but i wanted to rant a bit!!!
i saw a thick bk at bishan on singapore cinemas... the exact same thgs as the notes Kelly lebt mi... n 3 copies too! i typed the com n realized that smb had copies too... so might as well go sun plaza n borrow rite... the bk was so heavy...
so i happily took teh train b4 that mi n xinying saw the popular fair at junction 8 n i bought 3 bks... my $!!!
anyway when i got to smb lib... the bk was borrowed i tink.... aaaargh!
now i have to go somewhere else to borrow the book le! haiz...

aniway...
this week is recess week n i m so tired...
it's not like i did anything...
i oni played on the com n it's wed!!!
mon went to celebrate yiwen's bday the post b4 tis...
tue played n tried to figure out how to register for the moe thg which had countless prob n the application i sent made mi feel like i m such a lousy person? :p haiz...

i spent the whole of yesterday to decide on the 3 pieces of work i decided to transcript for cl term paper... n i decided to stick to my original qns for modern lit term paper though teh qns is juz too popular... but i like the qns...n i nid to finish everything b4 tmr... nid to hand in by this fri!!!
i havent started...

a super long post... i noe i m a babbling person or nagging? :p

yiwen's bday!!!

2009-02-25T11:56:00.003+08:00

ok.. supposed to upload latest by yesterday but...

aniway here's the pics!

n a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to yiwen...

all the best for this new year!!!

smile always n take care!!!

ok.. we celebrated on mon...

wanted to go east coast but...

rain rain fall that day...

though we met at amk... we travelled to jurong point cause of old town white coffee cafe there!

then we met kelly n xinying at suntec crystal jade where we had our dinner...

yun dan had 2 leave earlier n we walked to esplanade...

n finally home~

here's the pics!

my immortal by Evanescence

2009-02-21T12:59:00.005+08:00

i saw an amv of prince of tennis using this song... n it really stick to my mind...

lyrics frm
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/e/evanescence/my_immortal.html

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

translation?...

我已厌倦了这里，
一直压抑着那些幼稚的恐惧，
如你要走，就走吧！
不要徘徊，这只会使我更忘不了你。

伤口好像无法痊愈，
这痛好真实好痛，
能被时间淡忘的好少好少。

当你哭时，我会擦干你的泪。
当你歇斯底里时，我会赶走你所有的恐惧。
这些年来，我一直都握着你的手
你还有我，我的一切的一切。

你的光芒一直吸引着我，
但现在的我已被你的过去捆绑着，
曾经是美好的梦，现在已成了噩梦，
你的声音夺走了我一切的理智。
伤口好像无法痊愈，
这痛好真实好痛，
能被时间淡忘的好少好少。

当你哭时，我会擦干你的泪。
当你歇斯底里时，我会赶走你所有的恐惧。
这些年来，我一直都握着你的手
你还有我，我的一切的一切。

我努力告诉自己你已离开了，
告诉自己就算你还在，
我还是独自一人，一直以来都是孤独一人。

当你哭时，我会擦干你的泪。
当你歇斯底里时，我会赶走你所有的恐惧。
这些年来，我一直都握着你的手
你还有我，我的一切的一切。

有勇无谋

2009-02-19T19:54:00.001+08:00

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无论风多大，它还是继续往前进。
无论太阳如何无情地打在它身上，它还是往前进。
它坚信只要穿过这沙丘，只要在前进一点，它便可以找到属于它的乐园。
当它提议穿越这片沙漠时，它得到的只有反对的声音。但这阻止不了它。即使是孤军作战，它也不改初衷。只要有勇气与毅力，没什么是无法被克服的。

只要多一点，再多一点。。。

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“琳！在做什么？回家了！”

“姐！你看！有一只蚂蚁一直在那沙盒里转圈圈！真是笨！这样爬，要爬到几时？要弄清楚方向才走嘛！”

“是啦，是啦！你最厉害! 要清楚该往哪走才走！现在回家了！会走吗？”

“当然会咯！”

“琳！跟你讲了不要跑还跑！而且走错了！笨蛋！”

canto anime songs...

2009-02-15T19:27:00.003+08:00

since i cant seem to tink or do anithg else...
i cant even drink my fav longan n eat the fried food n lots of chocolate at home....!
feel so down...

well juz some videos i found...
i found interesting...
i was looking for the morning sun documentary n found these...
haha no link i noe...

it's saiunkoku in canto... n naruto as well... still got few more...
din noe there's such videos ^_^

this is the original song... realli nice!

the canto one...

also the same canto one...

naruto canto...

an a super funny clip!!! cosplay?

sick! have a cold..

2009-02-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

i m so sick!!!
normally sick cause of stomach cramps every month...

but this time...
i caught a cold...
can't stop coughing, sneezing n having sore throat...

feel so tired but so uncomfortable n cant sleep...
took some medicine but feel like a fever is coming...

haiz...

so juz some ranting since supposed to email a thought paper on the documentary that's 2 hr long... n i took 2 days to finish watching?!
cause kept pausing as i nid tissues or water...
i hate being sick!!!!!

then i havent touch the rdgs then still got a response paper...
i m dying...... haiz...

ok... juz some ranting... i cant tink.... help?!!!

super busy week!!!

2009-02-13T21:18:00.001+08:00

almost over...

this is the busiest week of this sem 4 mi...
well hopefully oni tis wk is like that...
i m so busy that i m sick again...

not stomach cramps this time but have a cold and sore throat...

so many things to do...

and it's not over yet..

2 readings for ivle discussion... since got points so it's compulsory...
another 2 for lect but i din read...

4 readings for tue lect... veri difficult to understand... nid the internet to look up stuff... n lecturer will ask a lot of qns during lect...

then 2 readings for wed tutorial...well tut also means lots of asking of qns...

an IT presentation on amazon.com case study on thur and also chinese grammar tut

finish 2 thick books for thur lect...also lecturer will keep asking qns...

then tuition at night reach home only at 11pm... i oni work once a week for ard 1 1/2 hr...

then career fair on fri... skipped lect to attend...

muz watch a movie luckily there's a version online i cant seem to borrow that video... n write a thought paper about it before sun... ok.. havent do this... do tmr... i tink sleep early tonite...
yesterday slept at 2am n wake up at 6am then sleep till 8am then go sch...

ok... so i m officially on hiatus till i catch up with my readings...

amazon warehouse...

2009-02-06T21:41:00.005+08:00

a complaint n study...

2009-01-31T21:42:00.006+08:00

finally studied together w xinying today...
haiz... we veri bad...
aniway... we went to mac @ amk today...
today dun have a lot of ppl... the seats were a bit empty...
maybe cause cny?

aniway... we bought a set meal each straight away.... starving~

then we talked a lot...
n studied will wenya came at ard 2pm...
then i started to take some pics... not all i took some wenya took the pics...

actually i tink these pics are taken by wenya...

then i took some pics as well...
i love the 1st pic... so cny? lol

then wenya tried to disrupt us in our "ba-zai"photo-taking session...

her fingers kept appearing in the pics!

i decided to try taking a pic of myself again n ... looked so werid...

looks like i got short hair w my hair tied up... so ugly rite?

n realize i havent complain here... at least i dun tink so...
aniway... last week i decided to buy a pair of shoes frm royal sporting hse...

i saw it at causeway but the salesgirl... who kept talking to her friends... whom i think visit her cause they came when i was standing there trying to get her attention...

the other salesman busy with another customer or sth dun rmb...

but anyway, i asked a pair of brown colour n she said no stock... tehn i asked another colour gold n still no stock..that's teh oni 2 colour that looks nice and formal... then she said oni got the other colours which i dun likr... n she like anyhow look like that n said everythg on display...

nvr mind... tok i go to another branch...

after lect that day tink it's mon... i tok there's a branch at ssc...
but xiu juan told me to go northpt nearer...
but northpt also dun have the colour... cause they din even put it up for display...
n then i go ssc n realized that there's no royal sporting hse but oni world of sports...haiz... i blurred... nvr mind...

so i take the shuttle bus n go back to causeway cause i decided to juz get the blue ones...

this time is another salesgirl much nicer... i asked for the brown ones again... trying my luck since the otehr girl din even realli check juz scan thru... but the salesgirl checked n said there's none... i asked for the other colour- gold... n she checked and found a pair... i bought the pair...
however, i was a bit pissed off...

if only that salesgirl gave me that pair then i no nid to go so many places to look for it rite?
haiz... can't she be serious w her work?

teardrops on my guitar-taylor swift

2009-01-31T21:06:00.003+08:00

i got the lyrics from...
http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/teardrops-on-my-guitar-lyrics.html

the mtv is not bad n the lyrics are great too...

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight
'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

the chinese version i translated... veri badly done i tink...

在他的注视下，
我戴上了微笑的面具。
这么一来，他就不会知道
我想得到与需要的
以及我们所应该存在的一切的一切。

我猜她一定很美，
他口中的那个女孩
因为她得到了
我无法得到的一切的一切。

他与我说话，
因为好笑所以我笑了。
只要与他在一起，
我甚至看不到其他人。
他说他恋爱了，
终于找到那对的人。
我想他应该不知道
我每晚都只想着他。

吉他上的泪水是因为他。
而唯一让我继续对着星星许愿的东西
只有他-我在车里唱的那首歌，
虽然我也不知道为什么。

她最好握紧他，
给他她所有的爱。
看着那迷人的眼睛，
要知道她有多幸运，因为

吉他上的泪水是因为他。
而唯一让我继续对着星星许愿的东西
只有他-我在车里唱的那首歌，
虽然我也不知道为什么。

我独自驾车回家，
打开灯，放下他的照片，
也许今晚可以安睡一下，

吉他上的泪水是因为他。
而唯一可以让我心碎的只有他
只有他-我在车里唱的那首歌，
虽然我也不知道为什么。

他占了所有的时间但还是永远不够，
而他便足够让我陷下去。
他看着我，
我戴上了微笑的面具，这洋，他就看不见。。。

full metal alchemist movie

2009-01-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

another lagging post... found it in my drafts... it's supposed to be posted on 9th jan...

full metal alchemist movie! it is supposed to clear up some doubts n bring an happier ending... i tink... but i tdun tink it helps... it made me want to know wad will happened nxt!!!

there are rumors that there will be another series...in april? but not sure...

HOWEVER, this is A GREAT MOVIE!!!

really nice! it's exciting n touching...
here's the song...

here's the full metal movie dvd trailer.. i tink...

she juz wanted to find a place to belong...
it doesn't matter if she's doing the right thg or not...
it juz matter if she had a home or not...

Ed wanted to go home if gg home means bringing war into his homeland...
he rather be trapped here forever...

Al might lost all his memories during the time in the armor...
but he knew one thg for sure...
he wanted his brother back...
if his bro can't come back...
he will b there with him... they will be together...
cause they are brothers...family..

Roy mustang is back!!! he's so cool...lol love him...

ranting...

2009-01-30T08:48:00.006+08:00

I hate everything!
why do i have to shoulder everything?
why is it always my fault?

it's not even my fault, yet i m the one blamed...
when thgs go wrong, i can't even scold teh one at fault...
cause i m a mad woman?
i m an auntie?

wad's wrong w that?
y is it always me?

i m proud beacuse i m in uni?
how many pplare uni students nowadays?

i dun take care of my sisters?!!!
what have i been doing? i missed so many thgs in my life because of them yet i dun take care of them?!!!

i feel so i dunno wad?...

y?y?y?

i m so angry
i feel like screaming!
why is it always i m the one who have to do everythg?

yet why m the one always the one to be blamed?

i m so sick of it!

sometimes i dunno why i m the one who stays at home?

soemtimes i just wished i m alone...
maybe loneliness is better to be coped with than anger...

why m i even here?
why m i here?
should i juz disappear?

but i dun have the courage none the ability...

i m sick...
i m so frustrated...
not only is my stomach in pain,
i feel like exploding...

throwing thgs, screaming, yelling...

crying, tears flowing, words running,

i hate everythg!!!!

doggie.. lucas?

2009-01-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

here's some pics i took of my aunt's dog... LUCAS...
is that how to spell the name? lol...
ano inu wa kawaii desu ne!

cny 09 - chalet cum my hse

2009-01-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

ok... mina-san!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Happy Chinese new year!!!

Happy Chinese new year!!!

on sat,
went to chalet @ downtown east...

haha... 2nd time bbq that i went n din help but eat :p
i veri bad...
both my sis n cousins went to catch a movie at 1.30am but i too lazy n cold so decided to stay in the room watching dunno wad show... i fell asleep a bit...but i slept for 1/2 hr then wake up then sleep another half hr then wake up again so overall oni slept for 1 or 2 hr...

then sun morning (chu xi) i went home with mum...
while the rest of them continue to stay there... or rather they went to kbox... i also so long din go kbox le... almost a yr din sing le... missing it~ haha...

aniway i nid to check up ivle forum discussion that's dunno how many per cent i tink 10% for mi this wk as i m the grp leader... so went home... reply some qns then post MORE qns... yeah i m veri bad... after that took a 3hr nap n do some cleaning n stuff b4 we went down to ahma's hse for reunion dinner...

n i love the steamboat... teh prawns dumplings!!! my fav...

after that, sis they all went back to chalet while i went home... do more discussion on the forum... surf teh net until 3am b4 sleeping a bit... then wake up early on chu yi...

chu yi... my sis they all came home... n sleep till they come while i helped out a bit n continue on my laptop... I LOVE RI KOUYUU... haha reading saiunkoku during cny...

then all of them came n after dinner started mahjong... haiz i lose $4.20 then win $3.80 then lose $1.60... n so on... we played till 5 am then slept n woke up again n continued till ard 3pm... my cousin went to pick up her girlfriend... n we postponed gg to my paternal side to sun...i working that day i tink... nid to catch up on my readings b4 then...

in the end... so tired on wed...plus... i m sick again... stomach cramps....so decided to go to fri lect instead for it1003...

n today (thur)... i din slept at all on wed nite... spent the night in toilet again haiz... took some medicine then went for it tut n modern lit today....

wow now gg to sleep le... so tired... taihen desu ne...

but neverthe less, it's unforgetable...

btw... i gt into arguments w my sis... AAAH! sometimes dunno wad she's tinking... n juz a 2yr gap so dun tink it's generation gap :p

aniway... some pics... i din take ani pics at home...

n while playing mahjong, my cousin couldn't stop listening to this song...

so it's been on my mind these days... scary desu ne...

spring cleaning

2009-01-28T18:21:00.013+08:00

laging post...

i spent more than a week on spring cleaning juz my study table n a few days on my wardrobe...
actually wardrobe... i oni chose some clothes then my mum kept the rest...

the progess of clearing my study room... with all my notes...

after i cleared a bit....
went out... then started again 2 days later...

the laptop bag that i filled with all papers... n metal strips by the side...

then i tore off the paper frm the study table...
n that's the inside...

after that, wrapped it up again...

clearing off beads... put them into a big box...

a container for all strings... n another bag for all ribbons...
fit them all inside the black drawer...

then all the yarns in a box as well...

then clear the pencil cases n put them in small drawers...

the neatstudy table... yeah!

clear all files n file new notes... n reshuffle thgs...

here's the thgs i discard... all thrown away....

felicia chin @ sun plaza

2009-01-28T16:36:00.003+08:00

after the day at chinatown...

on sun...
i brought my sis... or she inisisted to go...
to sun plaza...
n see felicia chin!

it was crowded...

chinatown

2009-01-28T14:01:00.004+08:00

on a sat... i tink it's 17 jan?

we went to teaaching seminar at Orchard Hotel then off to chinatown...

cause it's gg to be cny...

ok... cny now... when i m typing this :p

Kelly went w us this time too!

though peikiat n xinying can't make it... so sad...

then e went to dhoby ghaut x-change for dinner...

i tink it's just acia...

i saw a branch at downeast as well...

aniway... it's not bad...

and it's free flow of drinks n ice-cream!

then Kelly went home while the rest of us tried to walk to somwhere...

wanted to go clarke quay but walked towards city hall...

n ended up at esplanade... lol

but it's fun!

here's the pics! enjoy!

modules...

2009-01-17T11:34:00.002+08:00

sch reopened...

my whole week so blur...

the first day was the worst...

but the rest of the week...

i m still so blur...

forgot to bring my readings...

the readings printed frm the sch printed cannot be seen cause no toner left n uncle out for lunch... but later go back after lect n asked for refund cause i printed more than 20 pgs... so more than a dollar... plus there are all e-reserves.. but luckily i got saved a copy in my thunbdrive n the ones i din... muz thank joanne cause she emailed mi! thanks!

then i even photocopied the wrong pgs... waste ard 15 pgs b4 i realized i saw the pg no worngly... my $!!!

haiz... then kept writing the wrong code n cant find the bks...

ok... but i saw a lot of old friends... haha...

like joanne... last few sem dn c her at all... tis sem even c her in the com lab :p

but then still din get to mit si jia even though we sms to mit...

haha...

nxt wk had to get better...

aniway...

the modules i m taking tis sem... my last sem... YES!

1. ch 3226 modern literature
muz read so many stories n lecturer will ask n cal names during lect to answer qns... more like wad do u tink...

2. contemporary china...

also kept asking qns.... haiz... i die le... n the readings are so much n still got internet research...

3. chines grammar...

the term paper is difficult... how m i gg to find the audio thgs n transcripted into words... i m so bad at listening...

4. it1003 information system applications...

nvr take it b4 so i tink try one... though not sure if it's boring...

5. hy2254 popular culture in singapore

i like this one the lecturers are funny n entertaining... n the project are interesting though there are a lot of work n preparations as tis is a no exams module... so many reponse paper ivle discussions...

so the workload for tis sem is so heavy... but i decided to concentrate on my studies tis sem...

aniway.. cny coming!!! everione jia you!

super blurred day!!!

2009-01-12T19:16:00.003+08:00

ok... i m super blur today...

first...
i went to the wrong lt today!!!
i m supposed to go to lt 8 but i went to lt 10 instead...

luckily i realized it was the wrong lect when the lecturers came in...
so embarrassed...cause got familiar faces there...

then i can't find Si jia...

she even sms where she sit but i still cant find her...

haiz...

nvr mind... due to discussion... made a new friend so it's still ok...

also saw a few people taking the same module...

haha... tok i was alone again...

but tmr 2 modules realli taking alone...

aniway...

then i heard wrongly tok nid to sign up for grps b4 1pm.. turned out to be after 1 pm then can sign up...

so i quene up to use the com for nothing...

nvr mind...

a bad day for the librarian cause the rbr return machine got prob...

so a bit slow today...

then...
decided to go admiralty n buy cakes...

while c if got anithg to get for my mum... her bday on wed...

i always last min... well... i got buy concession so it's ok...

i was reminding myself to take the marina bay train after that...

n i actually take the jurong east train...

din realized i took the wrong train till it stopped at woodlands...

i got out immediately...

i was even waiting for 4 min for that train...

haiz...

aniway... wait again n took the other train back n finally to smb...

haiz...

first day of sch... n i m so blurred...

n as i was on the train... there's the weekly horoscope on the radio...

n pisces have 5 stars...

so shd b a gd week... haiz... so weird...

hope tmr will be better...

worst bus ride...

2009-01-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

ok... today the worst bus ride i ever had...
ok... mayb not as worse as the time where i m having cramp n the bus bumping terribly plus the fact that i took the bus in the wrong directn but luckily it's a loop...

aniway...
i was rushing home... since i was supposed to buy dinner and it's 8pm le...
tuition ended late...
n the bus was late n veri slow...
esp at chong pang and smb shopping center...

but the worst thg is that...
there's a dog behind mi...
i tok pets are not allowed?!
n i m carrying food...
i was like so scared but cant change seat cause someone alr sat beside mi...
n the bus was veri crowded...

not oni that i realized there were many little kids n old ladies in front...
not near mi so i could not do anithg...
i would gladly gave up my seat... :p
cause a dog is behind mi as well...

aniway...
wad is realli surprising was that there were seats empty of ppl but thgs...
the guy in front of mi... well mayb he was big in size...
was occupying 2 seats!
but he shifted in when an old lady stood beside him...
then the rest in front were like occupying seats with thgs...
like vase or bags...
n the little kid or old lady was standing beside him or her...
n i mean old lady as in all white hair n little kid as those in pre sch...

haiz...

aniway...
xinying is feeling rather upset now...
esp frm wad i read frm the blog...
cheer up girl...
it's the same with every parents...
so look at it in another way ok?
there's someone there to nag at u...
to scold u.. to remind u...
it shows that tehy acre abt u?

also... since u did lose the hp ...
well juz tink that as a consequence so will remind urself not to lose it or anithg else again ok?

jia you! dun feel so down le...
life is full of ups n downs...
so bear n grit ur teeth w it...
cause there is always sth nice n happy coming soon ^_^

take care ok?
dun b so down le...
n our study trip nxt sat...
i will help u look at ur thgs when we go out ok?
so we wont lose ani more thgs :p

it's by fate we became family...
so treasure the bond cause it is not something u can have w everione...
family cannot be chosen n there's a reason why they stay n support u...
though there may be arguments, snaps, nags n a lot of thgs...

but deep down... u are always glad to have them w u...
jia you... if u nid a listening ear call my hse ok?
take care...

finally!!! mit w eleanor!!!

2009-01-08T12:23:00.010+08:00

so excited yesterday!

finslly met with eleanor!

so long since we last saw each other...

i tink it was in j1 or j2?

haha now alr preparing for graduation in uni...

aniway... i was late...

gomen nasai... well... nid to check up on the bidding...

haiz so competitive... then again... last sem le... dunno why i m saving up pts... tink shd juz throw them all in... haha... but mayb at close bidding?

aniway... we met at bugis in the end... after she walked frm city hall to raffles place to bugis...

then we walked ard looking for my sis's present...

n decided to go to bras basah...

where i bought lots of books AGAIN...

juz bought some on last sat :p...

then have dinner at i tink is seafood harvest... student meal...

n i have baked rice yeah!... but i forgot to take pics...

then we took some pics...

eleanor! so long din c her le...

she gave me tis realli beautiful dolphins!!!

i love it! thanks a lot! domo arigatou gozaimasu!!!

then we try "zipai" again... haiz nid to improve my skills...

then we bought a purse for my sis... n continue to walk frm bugis to ps to cineleisure then 2 centerpt n finally to taka n then home...

n the dolphins!!! haha so nice of her to rmb i love dolphins!!! thanks a lot!

ok... a snapshots of the books i bought at bras barsah...

union bkshop having special offer...some of the bks buy one get one free... n some of them at low prices...

ok... this is my sis's...

she oni bought tis... $3 but buy one get one free...

this n below are also buy one get one free... n also $3

i got the first bk... n this is the 3rd book... can't find the second one...

then angel myth...

i read the comic b4 realli nice... though i skip a few chapters here n there as they are in magazines...

bk 2 n 3... i read bk 1 b4 le... in the lib...

then at popular i bought this bk at $5...

but in the end... this is the wrong one... cause...

i m supposed to be looking for crocheting... haiz... but can also learn... when i'm free...

then yesterday... bought more books frm teh same 2 bkstores:p...

i bought the 2 bks frm the same series...

also $3 n buy one get one free...

then this book that is $1...

then at popular, i bought these 3 at 3 for $9.90

i tink this bk is useful 4 mi...

happy bday! n bugis..

2009-01-06T14:54:00.003+08:00

first of all!!!

today's my sis's birthday!!!

wishing her a big

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

sorry ur present i tmr then buy cause these few days busy w module selection...

aniway...

noe that u have a busy n tiring year last year... hope it will be better this year!

all the best for ur future endeavors!

hope u will be lucky n find happiness...

stay healthy n be happy...

secondly...

last sat... brought my sis to bugis...

actually a lot of thgs to buy...

she needed to buy shoes, watch n wallet n we needed to buy present for my other sis's bday...

in the end... i bought quite a number of bks at bras barsah...

she got a pair of shoes, a book n a watch...

we still din find a wallet or a present....

so tmr had to find one le...

some pics...